I'm tired of wearing you every day and trying to remember what goes where. I'm tired of building characters just to fit the profile of a normal human being. Just because you’re not like me, why does it mean I’m not like you? Why did you cover me in post-it notes saying mean things about what I do? Why do I have to show you that it’s ok to stay next to me in an elevator? Why don’t you fucking understand I’m more afraid of you than you are afraid of me?
Im tired of trying to convince you that I’m not gonna rape you on a dark alley or pick your pockets on the bus. Just because I wear a hoodie doesn’t make me a robber. Just because I have piercings and tattoos doesn’t make me an anarchist or a bad influence. Just because I listen to different music or like some other kind of art than you doesn’t mean I’m a creep. Just because I’m gay doesn’t make me a misfit or a failure.
I wasn’t traumatised by anyone, my uncle didn’t molested me and I didn’t have gay friends when I was a little kid. I recived good education and learned manners inside the walls of my home. I learned to grow good taste for beautiful things and emacipated my heart. Still, I ended up here, the queer you boo, the guy you try to avoid on the street.
Being gay is not an excuse, and neither is it a reason.Being gay is not even a situation. Same for being straight. Stop using your straightness as a weapon of discrimination and torture.Stop labeling human beings for what you are afraid to belive or try. If you wanna get to know me and convince yourself if I am or not what you see, I’m fucking here. I’m right here, and I’m not going anywhere. Lets talk… let me buy you a cup of coffee and let’s just have normal conversation like people do… you know… I can speak! Surprisingly, being gay doesn’t take that from me. Stop bashing and start thinking! Analise your words and your character. Im not telling you what to do, but you should try it out at least once.
I have clothes I can only wear in my own room. There are things I can only say to myself and things I can only do in the middle of the night, when no one can see or hear me. Why the fuck is it so hard to let me be? Why do you care what I’m wearing or if I sit like a girl? Im not gonna flirt with you anyway because you are ugly… you’re fucking horrible! On the inside of course… I don’t care how you look or act, just treat me at least the same way I treat you…
Dear homophobic guys,Im not staring at you when you kiss your gf in a train station and im not pointing my finger at you holding hands on the street so why the fuck do you do that when girls do it? Oh…it’s different with lesbians? You’re fucking sexist and I’m sick of you. You jerk off over gay porn and you like it . just because in this case there are gay girls. Im not saying you should watch gay men porn or something… I’m just saying cut the crap!
Dear gurls, keep the fabulousness up and don’t wear that much makeup. Both guys and girls wanna see your face, not a painting. We don’t need to necessarily see your butt when you walk to the shop to get ciggarets. Your 2 inch skirt doesn’t make you a better person, and neither does a blouse with a v-shape neckline going all the way down to your belly button.
Dear homophobes,you are so fucking GAY!!!
If I like guys it doesn’t mean I can’t turn my head at a cute chick passing by on the street. I don’t feel the need to whistle or slap her if I don’t know her and wanna make a joke, but still….I can appreciate beauty and style. Both in men or women… I’m not sexist, I’m not racist and I’m not pregnant, thanks God. But when I see you , when I hear you shouting “FAG!!!” from across the street, when I catch a glance of your disgusted look at my fabulous boyfriend holding my hand, I just wanna leave him there, and come fuck you in the ass… And not in a gentle, romantic way but the hardcore way, strapped on to a pole, with a 12 inch dildo. I wanna call all my gays and make an orgy right there and then… share you with everyone, because you’re a fucking cunt… And let’s see if when your mouth is full you can still shout “FAG!!!”
Dear people, all over the world, I love you! I fucking love you ! I love you in every single way and you can’t do a thing about it! I love your diversity, your differences and your styles. I wanna meet all of you and have a chance to get to know who you really are… If you need someone to listen, I’m here! If you need a shoulder to cry on I’m here! If you need a wingman or a buddy to party with, I’m here. If you wanna share your experience and learn more about us, I’m here… If you ever need help or anything at all, I’m fucking here!
Finally if you’re a guy, you’re cute and u think it might work…I AM HERE!!!!!
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